I absolutely despise this time of year.
It is always marked with change, and it’s never very good change and it is always all at once. Q1 is a bitch of a quarter for me, and has been since about 2008.
This year, my lease on my apartment ran up. Then my car broke down while I was going to view an apartment. In the middle of the roughest part of a project at the office that I took time away from to go see the apartment.
Took a cab home to figure out options.
Of course my phone is having issues. Of course I left my laptop at the office because I was coming right back.
My phone doesn’t hold a charge very well and it won’t work with the uber app.
The option is to use a cab in the morning to meet a Friday deadline. Shit.
Time to be shiny.
Then, moving expenses will be shifted around to accomodate what will probably be a disastrous repair bill. Of course insurance doesn’t cover it because it wasn’t a collision. Of course this would happen when I’m halfway through 800 dollar monthly autodrafts for a settlement from last year.
On top of that, I have SAD and severe sleep issues which makes any bs that comes up even harder to deal with as long as it’s cold and weird outside.
I just want it to be May. Get to May. I absolutely hate Q1.
I wonder how long my car will be in the shop. I wonder if this move is going to be okay. Every day that will go by until I get the car back is going to be a rapid draining of my moving funds.
I need to remember not to be an asshole until May when I am no longer chemically an asshole.